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Kata-kata.... I want to remind myself and others to take care of our words and action I still remember when I was a child, I received so many bad words. I mean bad words as in 'dihina', 'direndahkan' & tinggi suara (teguran professional tak termasuk) and I can say almost no 'good words' until I reached 13 years old. And during that time, my life changed 180 degree. I received so many compliments due to my academic achievements from form 1 until form 5. But... I never said this, but tbh I never feel happy about myself despite those achievements. Every time I want to feel 'happy', those 'bad words' will haunt me. 'alah, kau tu semua tak boleh buat' 'kau tak guna' 'bodoh' 'awak ni memang budak bermasalah ye' 'sorry, aku tak boleh kawan dengan kau' Dan macam-macam lagi... And because of that, every time I got awards or any achievements, I felt like undeserved and till today, it is very difficult for me to ...